I'm 35 and I'm wayyyy ready to go
What do you mean by ‘go’🥹
My counselor in school agency had a motorcycle accident and now his one leg was broken
He was a football player but now lying in bed
I bought a football when I first heard of his accident and ppl in the agency signed on the ball
We planned to give this as a surprise
hey, thats such a cute thing to do
But today I knew from another counselor that he is now sad that he can’t play football in a while
I felt lucky we haven’t send that ball to him
But it feels like I’m not
I know they wouldn’t mind but
Whenever this happens I go condemn myself
my day is going meh, just exhausting
just feeling like relapsing
Well few months ago it was hard time for me also
how did you went through it?
Sometimes i miss that times
i get it, its like you miss those days, those routines?
Yes but also it can destroy me
Well its about no time for myslef
you are safe the way you are now
Yes but still it was also a not good time always something
But every decision we make
Leading us in somewhere new