Honestly, I just like spilling chit out to you guys. It's helping some how
I don't believe I ever will
I've attempted multiple times
I thank you, for your great advice.
I'm leaving this app for the time being, I've much to think about.
Beers to crack and smokes to smoke, but with an open mind is much different.
Feel free to private message me if you've more to say
You've helped immensely, just because it feels like I'm disregarding what you've said. Doesn't mean that I am, what you've said has given me an opening into which I've been searching.
There are many things, that make me depressed, especially death and loss.
And small things like relationships and friends.
It's all... Gone lol
Idk how to properly describe it, I'm also not comfortable with talking to a psychiatric basted, idk.
Only anonymous chat seems to work
I don't need medicine, I just need to tell someone
I'm drinking as I read this, and the more inebriated I get.
The more I understand, it a weird.
I don't know how to explain it
But I'll never see a doctor, medication is for the weak souls
No disrespect, it's a way for me to express the way I'd feel if I'd of asked for medical attention for my emotions
I know someone who took the meds and couldn't live without them afterwards
You know what really helps me with my depression other than drinking?
Silent hill is cool as chit
I play the bass, I drink, I get high, I play games, and I throw massive parties get hungover and scared
Dude resident evil 4 is the chit
I must leave, I feel I've offended you and your offerings.
I'm going to drink and marinate in what my life has become.
Farewell
