When he said he couldnโt tell me how he felt about me, I ended things. I thought he might come back to me.. when I realised he wonโt I cried for over a week. I donโt know why he has sent me two reels.. he abandoned me ๐ฅ
He held my hand all the time ๐ข
Yeah I thought so too ๐
I still miss him. And cause he sent me a reel of something similar to what we cooked together the other day ๐ข
So I messaged him a pic of what we made.. and I had bought some items for his dogs for Xmas and decided Iโll send him a pic of them to see if he wants them but a day later no response ๐ญ
Itโs like he doesnโt want me to forget him ๐ฐ
Ty x i so well to forget him then these random reels.. it doesnโt make sense. ๐ข
Yes he said heโs not ready to commit for 2-5yrs to focus on building his career. Which is what heโs doing. ๐ฅ
Oh no sorry to hear that ๐( ๐
I think itโs the taxi theory. They will go for the person infront of them when theyโre ready ๐
I was doing well to move on then the random messages with no responses pull me back a bit ๐ฅ
I think I need to tell myself heโs doing that cause heโs a a-hole ๐ญ
Also the world is scary and he doesnโt want to be there with me to face the world together ๐ข
Maybe he messages me cause heโs wants me to be okay., but canโt be the person for me ๐ข
I wish he would say how he felt no matter what it was. But I wonโt ask him anymore. ๐ฅ
I just have to guess and know itโs not enough ๐ญ
Iโm sure he knows how I feel. I just wish he didnโt play the role of bf so well for me ๐ญ
Itโs sad when thereโs different feelings or plans with the two people ๐ญ
Yeah Iโve told my friends and they were proud of me for ending it ๐ฅ
Thanks for listening all x ๐ฅ
Great idea to block! ๐
Keep your eyes and heart open you never know ๐ฐ
I left someone I loved cause he couldnโt give me any commitment ๐ข
