When he said he couldnāt tell me how he felt about me, I ended things. I thought he might come back to me.. when I realised he wonāt I cried for over a week. I donāt know why he has sent me two reels.. he abandoned me š„
He held my hand all the time š¢
Yeah I thought so too š
I still miss him. And cause he sent me a reel of something similar to what we cooked together the other day š¢
So I messaged him a pic of what we made.. and I had bought some items for his dogs for Xmas and decided Iāll send him a pic of them to see if he wants them but a day later no response š
Itās like he doesnāt want me to forget him š°
Ty x i so well to forget him then these random reels.. it doesnāt make sense. š¢
Yes he said heās not ready to commit for 2-5yrs to focus on building his career. Which is what heās doing. š„
Oh no sorry to hear that š( š
I think itās the taxi theory. They will go for the person infront of them when theyāre ready š
I was doing well to move on then the random messages with no responses pull me back a bit š„
I think I need to tell myself heās doing that cause heās a a-hole š
Also the world is scary and he doesnāt want to be there with me to face the world together š¢
Maybe he messages me cause heās wants me to be okay., but canāt be the person for me š¢
I wish he would say how he felt no matter what it was. But I wonāt ask him anymore. š„
I just have to guess and know itās not enough š
Iām sure he knows how I feel. I just wish he didnāt play the role of bf so well for me š
Itās sad when thereās different feelings or plans with the two people š
Yeah Iāve told my friends and they were proud of me for ending it š„
Thanks for listening all x š„
Great idea to block! š
Keep your eyes and heart open you never know š°
I left someone I loved cause he couldnāt give me any commitment š¢
