To you I am just words on a dark screen in the middle of the night. A sounding board when youâre just not feeling quite right. A last resort when nobody seems to care. Iâm the one you think will always be there. But to me I thought you were so much more. Yet itâs me you seem to always ignore. And thatâs ok Iâve finally figured out. Iâm irrelevant when youâre not in need. Iâm just the one who always responds. But now Iâm gone.
If you know you know they say and I guess that it is true- when your backs against the wall and youâre not sure what to do.
Iâm opening my eyes to you and now I see all the damage that you can do. I try and step back and move on. Look around at the devastation and see just what wrong. But Iâm bellied up to the eyes of the beast and Iâm vulnerable. So on my emotions the beast shall feast.