To you I am just words on a dark screen in the middle of the night. A sounding board when you’re just not feeling quite right. A last resort when nobody seems to care. I’m the one you think will always be there. But to me I thought you were so much more. Yet it’s me you seem to always ignore. And that’s ok I’ve finally figured out. I’m irrelevant when you’re not in need. I’m just the one who always responds. But now I’m gone.
If you know you know they say and I guess that it is true- when your backs against the wall and you’re not sure what to do.
I’m opening my eyes to you and now I see all the damage that you can do. I try and step back and move on. Look around at the devastation and see just what wrong. But I’m bellied up to the eyes of the beast and I’m vulnerable. So on my emotions the beast shall feast.
