Yea! Because I would lose my only friend
Yeah but isn’t it weird to be friends with someone you know has feelings for you?
I don’t think he will, but what if he took advantage of it
Of me making myself vulnerable to him and me not having anything on him in return
I don’t know if he’s want that
Maybe I should but I just get so nervous like I’m gonna throw up
Only times I’ve slightly believed in demons from that feeling 🫠
Well tbh I just feel like those exorcisms
They just puke like a stream
I’m sorry that was really disgusting but I just get nervous down to my gut and it literally feels like I’m about to explode. At first I thought it was just bad kebab or something we had on our hangout
I just wish I could kiss his skin even if he’s just sleeping but without consequences.
Yeah… I’ll just have to figure out a way to start the conversation but I’ve done that for like a year now
And it always ends up getting interrupted, awkward or just me procrastinating
If I did that I’d just wrestle him and kiss him lmao
The worst that could happen would be that he pushes me away and says “ew wtf you freak. Now you’re just going for a round or what?” And he tells me to leave and never contact him again. That would be the worst thing to happen
And then on my way home a truck only nearly runs me over… that’s be the worst
It’s all good, you don’t have to
But we do talk so yeah it would make things weird so I’m scuurred
Anyway I told him about my dream tonight and I’ll wait and see what he answers. I hope he doesn’t get too creeped out by my pregnancy dream lmao
