I been dating my girl now for 3 years and it the best I can’t complain there no flaws there communication but why do I still think of my ex is if she left a scar taht doesn’t want to fade no matter how much I try it jus there haunting me
It just feels wrong and I want to forget but it just doesn’tgo away I found peace and love but it feels wrong and I feel bad cuz I can’t get rid of this feeling
It feels like If I was escaping death every time I breath
Everyday is a waste a list of regrets I feel like I tell my self I change and that day becomes the next day I’m wasting my breath locked in my room 4 walls no resolve spent all my energy unsuccessfully I just wana find a gap where I can fit in I can’t help this feeling I feel like I’m alone I’m matter but I do not matter I do not exist