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Sondar

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Idk what to do

Yea but like I just can’t let go

Like part of me wants to talk it out and fix this but I genuinely don’t wannna put this much effort and him dismis me

My self esteem have been the worst recently I genuinely have zero confidence

He called me ugly drunk and some girl pretty I cried for a whole night

I asked him if could be a bit affectionate towards me but he says he just can’t express it like that

But I have seen him be super affectionate towards his girl bestfriend he seems to care a lot about her than he ever to me

There been times where he asked me to check up on her while she was goin through a break up

I was hospitalised a few months back and he didn’t even care to call while I neeeded him the most

No he was drunk

He don’t care about me anymore

He used to

Now it feels like he hates me

I feel so heart broken seeing him and his girl best friend

She is always at his place and hanging out with his friends while he have told me he can’t tell his friends about me cause they might judge me

I can’t help be jealous of her like she is gorgeous and she is super nice to and fun every timeI see her my heart breaks

Genuinely I hold in tears

I don’t know about that

I am scared he might say I am overthinking and being crazy

I have told around sm like this before he was like stop overthinking

At this point

Yea I think that maybe it

Last time I said I am gonna leave he was like I will be better

😔 thanks guys

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