I'm only ever been attracted to older men my whole life. My whole childhood I didn't date because I didn't wanna date a pedo. But now I'm afraid of dating and being an actual grown up 😭
>>> I confess I feel lonely and cold right now
I get the lonely part
confession: I'm almost have my green card. But I told my mom trump coming in scares me. She said if I'm so scared I should marry a white man. But isn't 23 to young for marriage 😭 and what about love.
Im in need of money, part of me is desperate enough to become a stripper 😭
Id give anything not to have to work
I just wanna get married to an old man so I wouldn't have to work again. I hate going outside. I hate having to interact with strangers.
