https:youtu.beEvnbVKP-3Zk?si=Ki_HsDFaVkHILtJI
And this is the video. I told him to watch the first 3 minutes and watch it three times only the first 3 minutes. And he watched it three times
He messaged me telling me he's watched it. Then I told him to close his eyes. And begin telling God of all the trauma pain everything that he's been through. Detail by detail I told him to tell God
About his alcoholic dad. About him getting beat up by him. About how life sucks. I told him to tell God the truth. Everything
Xavy tells me but he's not a Christian he doesn't believe in God. He's never prayed before. I told him just do it.
So he's in his bathroom. And he begins trying to pray. And he tells me when he closes his eyes and tries to pray all the pain from the past, he said there's a burning inside. And it hurts. It hurts for him to even discuss or pray such topics
I told him to continue. He's not going to die. Just keep praying
Then. Xavy message me that "it's bright. It's so bright what is going on!?!"
And then he disappeared for 3 days. No one saw him he didn't message me. And 3 days later I find him on here. He said he's shopping for a weight set on Amazon
I asked him what happened. He said as he was praying. A bright shining light took over his bathroom and he could not see. And the light lasted for 5 minutes. And he was blinded. And he could only describe it as: peace. As the light was showering him. He became in a state of peace. And he was no longer suicidal. And then the light left
I'm looking for screenshots of that conversation but I forgot where I put them. Of him messaging me that he seen this light
Anyways, Xavy still comes on this app here and there. And that's what his profile looks like now. And if you ask him about what happened. He's pretty open about it. Even though he doesn't really have an idea exactly what happened
He's not a Christian. Or Catholic or whatever. He's kind of an atheist. Who was going to kill himself. But he called unto God Almighty for help. In what seemed like his last day here
I told a chaplain I know about this. He said God saved his life
This was top five one of the most amazing things I was a part of in my entire life. Because I witnessed God in action
God responds to honesty and humility . You know that trauma or that sensitive stuff from the past that we don't want to share with anyone.
He wants to hear it. If we're angry about it he wants our anger. If we think it's his fault
He wants us to yell at him. He wants all of our pain. In the most honest form. If we are in a relationship with God,
Then we communicate such things to him. The most shameful or hurtful or resentful events of our life. Yes he knows everything already. But that means nothing if we don't communicate to him directly
