It was 4 years ago but it feels like it was just yesterday.. every single thing, I can still remember every detail of what happened during that day when she finally left us for real 💔
Up till this day, I never want to look at her pictures and videos, I took.. the pictures and videos of her suffering in pain 💔 but whenever I miss her like crazy, I will just stare at her picture thats taken when she was healthy and smiling.. 🥲
True.. it must have been hard for them.. I am still lucky and grateful that I have lots of her videos and pictures and also the blouse she was always wearing, is with me every night.. during sleep 🥲
I wish I could be like you 😭 because up until now, I don't know if I am actually redha or just going with the flow because there are times when I actually question, why must it been my mother?!
Yea.. as a Muslim.. I should accept it.. 😭 I am actually still trying..... it is hard especially when now that I have a step mother.. I used to live seeing my dad was hugging and being all sweet with my own mother.. but now i am seeing him with other woman 😭
I hope that one day, one fine day, I will be able to let her go.... too.. but that does not mean that I should forget my mom, right? 😭 whyyyy do I suddenly getting more sad thinking that I might actually let her go??
Yes 😭💔 It really hurts.. but stopping them from doing what they want is like we are being selfish, right 💔 my dad said, he did not cheat on my mom.. but my mom passed away and he needed someone, he felt lonely, so after a year and half, he got married .. and to my own bestfriend's mother..
Guys. Before I go, I really wanna say, thank you so much for your guys kind words, encouragement and doa doa 🤲🏻 Honestly, sometimes talking to people in virtual life is wayyyyyyy better than talking to people in my real life 🥲 and the fact that I finally found a good roomchatroom, without people having dirty talks, i am so happy and grateful! 🤲🏻 thank you guys! Annyeonggggggg~