No im talking about my church crush
I feel so sad though he was being a dic
My morning looks like this
I ate two bc I feel like dying
Church crush is making me suicidal
I ended up getting really sick so they laid me off
And was crying at like 3am
I haven’t felt h word for months now
Which is good I guess. I don’t get urges I just feel dead
There’s no point of anything
Tbh I feel better that I don’t get those urges
Just bc I’m not working out or working rn doesn’t mean I’m not cleaning the house or cooking or being productive in other areas. It’s not cool for you to assume my life dude
I’m literally fine. You know what sucks is that you all say I need mental assistance bc I’m not horni
There’s no point of that stuff it’s pointless for me
I do. I don’t really feel urges like those its just empty