years ago my very first girlfriend made me feel small and adorable and constantly made me feel good about myself, fast forward a few years i’ve been conditioned to be submissive and be a good girl and then i found myself and found the inner me, and when that portion of me surfaced i become the real good girl i have always ment to be
i was genuinely terrified to come out as trans because i’m terrified of people and their reactions
not 100% idk how to tell my family that i’ve been on hrt or that i’ve been going in for laser hair removal for the past month
i don’t want them to hate me….
i might do the same and keep it secret for as long as i can until i gotta finally open up
avoid the drama i hate conflicts i hate being the center of attention that’s why i constantly hide from my family
i wanna be me and i normally am but i don’t like the drama
i’m glad your around too!!!
the only hard part is having to give up smoking since nicotine affects estrogen
doesn’t vaping affect it though?
cause i think i was told by my doctor she said it blocks the estrogen receptorsand your body won’t accept the estrogen
so i completely just quit smokingvaping and i’ve been focusing on myself and being more adamant on my hrt
even when i’m stressing out i go for runs or jogs or take a very hot bath and relax
i haven’t eaten as healthy as i have been
and honestly i feel great about it
ever since i started my hrt i’ve been super hungry and i can’t control my bladder
i’m good just ate a crap tin of stew and still feel very hungry
i had 5 full bowls and i still feel incredibly hungry
i asked my doctor and she said that it’s normal and it will die down here shortly but to try and moderate my food intake a lil
