I ask myself this multiple times a day unfortunately I have people who need me so I persist biatch
As someone on year 2 off it it’s not that simple to just stop lol biatch
A lot of people have to medically detox biatch
I was lucky cuz my body went into shock immediately upon waking up the morning after a bad episode and was taken to the hospital and kept for half the day biatch
Haven’t touched it since biatch
And I say lucky cuz I don’t think I would’ve stopped had that not happened biatch
I needed a wake up call that I was going to die if I didn’t stop biatch
When you drink to try and numb heavy trauma due to little to no access to mental health treatment it’s not that simple. I’m lucky I was able to quit not everyone is biatch
I used to do meth and cocaine too biatch
This is how I’ve quit everything I’ve quit. Replaced it with something I knew I could easily wean myself off of biatch
They tell you not to in rehabs and 12 steps but I say if you’ve tried everything else do that biatch
I’m a cry baby but abuse made it impossible for me to cry until I almost kms and then I cry so hard I make my body violently sick biatch
When you get told they’re crocodile tears or get belittled or told that you’re killing the vibe and hurting everyone around you it’s what happens biatch
Fuck that you gotta outlive them hoes
I refuse to kms out of spite biatch
My bitch made abuser told me I would kill myself within the next two years (almost two years ago) and I told her naw cuz I’m gonna outlive her subhuman crusty ass
Like damn bitch it’s not my fault your daddy was a r 🦍 ist
I wish that hoe would come back to this app like she’s threatened to oh so many times biatch
Bitch please come back and show everyone how much of a crazy looney you are
But she’s found another stalking victim so I doubt she’ll come back here. Although j gave him the necessary info to start a case against her lmfao biatch
That’s cuz she’s a bad bitch💅
Lmao who tryna see the absolute creature I allowed to psychologically abuse me💀 biatch
I’m so embarrassed I let such a hideous cunt traumatize me fr biatch
Trump is an ass clown biatch