Here I am again, broken and ashamed
I don't wanna see another mirror or hear another audible proclamation of my name
Because if you could see me right now, your impressive thoughts about my spirituality just wouldn't be the same
And I'm afraid
that this time I walked a little bit too far away
That I crossed some sort of invisible line or so say the voices of doubt in my mind
But I looked, and I can't find
Because I'm so blind
I'm so lost, and I'm so sorry
Because I walked away again
Because I didn't love You as much as I love my sin
Because my faith is weak and my skin is thin
I know it's a lot but theproblems I'm dealing with are a lot
We just had a 5.7 earthquake earlier today in cali
It's hard to have hope in the midst of the struggle, it's like I'm seeing all the pieces but they never fit the puzzle,
I had to stay strong had to fight had to scuffle. This whole last year I held on white knuckled and I gotta be the change that I wanna see in others, I'm embracing every storm and look, I never needed cover
How is everyone doing this morning
I'm glad it's off the app store tbh
These seasoned potatoes from Wendy's are so good
I think most of you have misplaced identities tbh
I need to get laid so freaking bad
I also need to get more karma, everyone seems to think I'm just a newbie random creep lol
I've been on anti for almost 8 years, I started relapsing and made a new account
