Iâm awake. Whatâs up Rj?
Yeah, I kinda feel the same way. Whatâs got you down, Hoss?
Just tired of life at this point. Everything feels pointless
I feel that way a little bit. For me its like the things Iâm working towards keep receding in the distance.
Just think of this. Till now you may feel like you haven't achieved anything or there is no purpose in life or so so. Bur you have survived till now, from all the struggles to swam over. That's the biggest achievement. But for what? To show the world that you ain't gonna retreat. The life you have is your. Live it the way you want!
Doesn't matter when your brain is fighting to keep you alive
Like no matter how hard I work Iâll never get any better a drawing. Or if I get in a groove something will happen to derail me. Same song and dance with the other things Iâd like to do⌠so like whatâs the point. Itâs like a whole lot of fuss about nothing
My dear rj. What makes you happy? What do you think will make you happy?
But perhaps in your case the issue of not one of futility but rather meaninglessness?
Everything seems pointless
What does a fulfilling life look like to you, Rj?
Think bout it. I am 100% there something you want, wo
I just wanna finish my masters and be a therapist
But my brain sucks and nothing I try works
There must be something that's does work.. Have tried making the walls a dummy and teaching them to study?
I'm doing fine academically
Phew! I was worried about that part.
It's just that Im having a hard time with my mental health
I think you could help many people as a therapy. Mine helps me all the time.
Feel like I'm out of options at this point. I don't know how to make things better. No one does. Meds don't work. The hospital makes me worse. I can't keep up with life
No. Just really depressed
I don't wanna talk to people. They abandon me
That sucks Rj. Thatâs a tough spot to be in.
Yea. Everything feels hopeless
Youâre obviously a smart dude. Insofar as weâve interacted youâve been nothing but a mensch.
Itâs all any of us can do, hoss. đŤ
>>> I don't wanna talk to people. They abandon me
Oh my God my heart just broke because that's where I'm at in life
I haven't had a phone call come in on my phone from anyone since my birthday in July last year
Oh I'm resting off and injury, I'm mostly well now but I was in pain for the past few days
What happened? If I may know that is
Honestly I don't have a clue what happened, I just woke up one day and my leg was an intense pain. I had a lot of swelling around my kneecap and that could hardly walk for like 2 or 3 days. I can walk now but not very well
Oof. Couldn't consult a doc?
I don't have the funds and I don't have a vehicle right now so not really
I don't want to go to work đ
đĽšđĽš Are you well enough to go?
Airaaa honey.. How are you
Sorry I zoned out for a little bit
You're always so cute with that
