mine was caused living with my old man for four years
CPTSD is where the brain neurologically changes
it rewires itself and learns in different ways but it can also create or pick up unhealthy habits too
destructive relationships, constant isolation, desecalation of emotions
and also addictions like gambling or drinking or drugs
ptsd is more short term trauma like with me for instance
4 years i lived with my old man i can’t remember much but i remember enough
cognitive memory disorder is also common in people who have ptsd or cptsd
i’ll always have ptsd cus of what happened to me as will my ma with her cptsd
it depends on how long the trauma lasted for so if it’s from a very young age up to late teens that’s where it’s classed as cptsd
but if thetrauma is anything less than that it’s classed as ptsd as the trauma was instant if you get me
i don’t know if it’s ptsd or cptsd but i need it diagnosing officially cus i know something wrong
i have depression but this doesn’t feel like depression this feels worse and that dark place i try to avoid it’s creeping more
idk… no i know what happened to me… but it must be that bad if i’m suffering
mental health sucks… i wonna feel but i don’t want to feel it all at once
