Idk ive been like that for a while, maybe 6 7 years,,I just hate life and everything and the only person that made me happy left me because of my mental health
Makes me feel even more like all these things I think about myself are true,Im worthless,im a burden and I am too much,its all true
They left because they couldnt help me
But I just wish they didnt act like they wanted this relationship to go on forever
I saved them from drowning when they were ,they just left me to drown
I feel so betrayed and worthless
The thing was they were obsessed with me ,I even rejected them at firstand then we got together and I even drove away someone who looked up to me...
Just gave up on me,like there is no hope for u I give up
>>> I been betrayed too and you are not worthl...
Thanks..
Its so hard for me to move on and my mental health doesnt help
Yesterday I had to go home from.work cause i fell apart,I couldnt do anything right and my mind just fell apart ,feel.so embarassed
When I look in the mirror I like my face my eyes my hair, but whats inside me,I hate that
And even people,they like me for how I look,when they get to know me they dont want to be around me because im so far gone
>>> If you hate what's on the inside change wh...
Im going to get a text soon telling me when my appointment is so thats good
>>> Then they are not real friends
Yeah but its so hard finding real friends nowdays,I have a real online friend,, I mean if he knew im not straight he wouldnt be friends with me but he has been helpful and there for me
Irl everyone has stabbed me in the back, and maybe in their version its justified
And I have 1 friend who I keep worrying about ,im not sure if he is still alive,he was doing extreme amounts of cke, hasnt replied me in 3 days ,i dont know if he is still with us
I could never be a therapist, all id say back is "same" Xd
