yeah, we used to listen to Joy Division, an obscure 80’s band together and we used cassettes as we thought we were edgy
Y’all were edgy in y’all’s own cutsie little way
and they have a song that is named that and i got it tattoo’d after she fell off a balcony that wasn’t secure
because yeah, it felt right
Was she your real first true love
That sounds stupid but yk
it’s been a long time, she was my first ever love and she was everything to me
she was the first partner i had for 5 years
Woah so you could say that you’ll love her forever ?
i do love her forever and even now with my current partner i always say she will forever hold my hand as i believe you never stop holding the hand of the person you first loved, you simply learn from it and sometimes don’t cross paths again
You haven’t seen her obviously in 10 years?
my current partner isn’t really a partner tbh, i didn’t see my partner since the day i let her out my passenger door at the party she fell from
it’s sad but i remember we grabbed hands and she said she loved me, it was nice
so i could say it was a farewell
but since i haven’t had a real focused relationship simply as it doesn’t fit rn
Oh so it’s not like she’s holding you back?
nah, i mean, i see her as a person i was with from 15-18 and it was cut short but life chose that for me and it’s proper sad, i won’t lie it makes me massively sad but sometimes you have to accept it happened and move on, i’m just fussy hahaha
I’m not wearing any underwear. Seems like I lost them all… Who will come over and help me find some?
Ahhhh yeah that makes sense
and love did tear us apart, just like the song we used to share an earphone to sat in random parks we found
so the tattoo just reminds me everyday and even at work as my work it is physical as a mechanical engineer i sometimes feel like giving up and when that feeling comes it’s a great reminder that she never even had the chance to be tired etc
Ahhhh so it all ties together
so it spurs me on, think more people should channel that
yeah, thank you for enquiring about that
it was nice to remember all of that again
Always nice to hear about people’s experiences
it is, i’m always so interested in stories and people
My experiences in life are all "get fckd"
i used to have that mentality until i realised adults are all just massive huge children that got given adult status by age alone
i used to believe adults were invincible vessels of power and my dad was a shield of everything, it wasn’t until i was older that i realised they make childish mistakes still at 40 hahaha
why is this room bot central
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